This went on for a couple of months until finally I decided that I was going to give in to my curiosity and find out for myself if this is what I liked. Come to find out, it really turned me on. So my curiosity got the best of me and I started looking up gay porn. I had been thinking about why I got hard seeing two guys make out for a couple of days. One night I was watching How to Get Away with Murder (comes on ABC, awesome show btw) and I saw Connor and another guy making out. I didn't go on dates or flirt with other women, I concentrated on me. So after the breakup, I took some time to focus on myself & my career. I'm not sure if it ever did feel right, but that's a whole different story.
Simply put, it just didn't feel right anymore. I felt like things were stagnating and that they weren't moving in the right direction. I was the one who ended the relationship.
I had been in a relationship with a girl for a little over 2.5 years until we broke up around September of 2014. All my life I've thought of myself as straight. This is all true, but I've changed his name for obvious reasons.
I just wanted to share my story to see if anyone out there has experienced something similar.
